How fast time flies and 2 weeks have gone by! Alhamdullillah, dad seems fine, except for the occasional discomfort on his chest, which doctor have confirmed a mere bone inflammation that will subside in time.

Things have been rather chaotic for me these past 2 weeks. It's unbelievable so much had happened! The best part is, it's not even my problem. Ok So it is, I've always considred my husband's problems mine and so are his woes. Too bad it's not vice versa. But well ...

It started from my father's accident, then the letter. It came from The Ministry Of Education, demanding $78,000 of Liquidated Damages to be paid by 16th Feb. That must be the biggest joke of the year. Some chaotic calls, meetings and few days later, we found out that we need ONLY to fork out 10% of the amount and a proposal to the ministry on our affordable monthly installment payment. 78k.. hmm.. can buy us a Toyota Wish for family travelling comfort! While there are feelings of dissapointments .. , I do symphatize with Nana, my husband's niece. My husband is her guarantor for a 9 years bond with MOE. She failed her last year in her teaching academy for her practical exam. And due to that, she's being refuse of re-entry to the programme and thus TERMINATED. I just can't figure out how she can failed her practical when she actually do averagely well on her last 3 years. But repaying 78k for failing? That'll take her and us (My husband is her guarantor) some donkey years to settle. 4 wasted years and no paper given?! Nana have since lost the sparkle in her eyes. We missed her vibrant and cheerful self. May Allah help her ..always.


Panicky Nazarudin called 2 days after, informing us that he got a 'Writ of seizure' for Azman case where these 2 (My hubby and Naz) are the guarantors for Azman's 11k loan. The cold sweats subsides once we got hold of Samina ( 4 days later) from TCC saying that the seizure will only be enforce should Azman fail to settle the debt by end of this month, like what he'd promised. We're still waiting, still in suspense, as reaching Azman seems near impossible.

Amidst of all that, the werewolf sydrome surface AGAIN?! But what the heck, I'm just too tired, though temper did arised, my final word to dearest hubby

" You know the things that I detest most, if you think it's not right for me to feel or think this way, do whatever you want to do. Just remember that, jangan sampai I dah tak bertanya. Coz when I stop asking, stop questioning, stop bothering. I might be doing the same thing"

From bowing his head low, he look up, wide -eyed! haha! Insya'allah, as long as God is with me, May He protect me from all Evil and my own.

So again now, it's like nothing happen as usual till the next full moon. Or rather quarter moon?!

I'm not going to get all this bother me. Insya'allah I'll try. And Allah is indeed Great. Received a call today from an old business associate to develop his corporate website. I guess this could a fresh starting point for me to build back my life. This could be the start. A fresh portfolio, one at a time :) Insya'allah.