Salam Ma'al Hijrah!

Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan sekelian alam. Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad Sallallahu ‘Alaihi Wasallam, ahli keluarga, dan sahabat-sahabatnya.Ya Allah, kami menadah tangan kepada-Mu pada waktu malam dan siang dalam keadaan kami bertawassul dengan nama-nama Mu, dalam keadaan kami mengharapkan gedung rahmat yang sarat di samping Mu. Dan dalam keadaan kami cinta sesungguhnya kepada-Mu dan cinta apa yang menghiasi kebesaran-Mu.Ya Allah, Ya Rabbul Jalil. Dengan sunnah-Mu menjelang kini tahun baru yang telah Engkau tentukan mengikut qada dan qadar di Loh Mahfuz-Mu. Kami meredahnya di bawah Iradah dan Qudrat-Mu. Sebagai makhluk-Mu yang sentiasa mencari keredaan-Mu. Kehadiran tahun baru ini,memungkinkan kami menadah tangan memohon rahman-Mu, kami pertautkan permohonan kami sekental-kentalnya kepada Mu. Kami mengharap perdampingan taufik dan hidayah-Mu yang telah Engkau berikan kepada kami pada masa-masa yang lalu sepanjang usia kami. Engkau sempurnakan perlindungan dan pemberian-Mu yang begitu melimpah kepada kami. Jadikanlah diri kami, hati kami serta seluruh anggota badan kami jati kekuatan, sepertimana Engkau berikan kepada hamba-hamba Mu yang terpilih. Supaya kekuatan ini dapat kami gunakannya sebagai pelindung daripada segala kemungkaran, sama ada yang zahir atau yang batin. Dan dengannya kami dapat kelapangan pemikiran, keindahan
kehidupan, kekuatan dalam keyakinan, ketetapan dalam pegangan agama,dan kebaikan untuk diri kami dan orang-orang sekitar kami.Ya Allah, hindarkan kami daripada segala yang merungsingkan,pemikiran yang membingungkan, pengalaman yang menyedihkan dan
menyempitkan dada kami. Kurniakan kepada kami keselamatan dalam pemeliharaan-Mu yang dapat melindung kami dari sebarang kejahatan,keburukan dan kerunsingan. Ya Allah, rahmatilah permintaan kami,terimalah kepasrahan diri kami kepada-Mu, Wahai Penolong hamba yang meminta pertolongan, tolonglah kami. Wahai Pencegah kemusnahan,hindarilah kami dari kemusnahan dan keporak-perandaan. Ya Rahman Ya Rahim…..jadikanlah lipatan tahun baru ini pembuka bagi kejayaan,ketenangan yang menyeluruh untuk kami dan kaum Muslimin keseluruhannya memelihara agama-Mu. Hamparkan di dalamnya hamparan
rahmat-Mu sepertimana Engkau berikan kepada hamba-hamba Mu yang terpilih. Rahmat yang dapat menghindarkan segala kepayahan dan kerunsingan. Ya Allah, kekalkanlah tahun-tahun yang akan datang dalam hidup kami dengan catatan kegembiraan, kebahagian dan kelapangan,supaya kami dapat rasakan dalam detik hidup kami kenikmatan yang ada
padanya. Ya Allah, jadikanlah tahun yang akan datang, semulia-mulia tahun yang Engkau berkati ke atas kami. Jadikanlah kami orang yang paling bahagia bersama-Mu. Ya Allah, ampunkanlah segala kesalahan kami, dan terimalah kebaikan kami, berkatilah masa, waktu dan segala gerak-geri kami.
Wassallalahu Ala Sayyidina Muhammad wa Ala Aalihi wa Sahbihi
Wassalam.

Doa akhir tahun, petikan dari http://muis.gov.sg

How fast time flies and 2 weeks have gone by! Alhamdullillah, dad seems fine, except for the occasional discomfort on his chest, which doctor have confirmed a mere bone inflammation that will subside in time.

Things have been rather chaotic for me these past 2 weeks. It's unbelievable so much had happened! The best part is, it's not even my problem. Ok So it is, I've always considred my husband's problems mine and so are his woes. Too bad it's not vice versa. But well ...

It started from my father's accident, then the letter. It came from The Ministry Of Education, demanding $78,000 of Liquidated Damages to be paid by 16th Feb. That must be the biggest joke of the year. Some chaotic calls, meetings and few days later, we found out that we need ONLY to fork out 10% of the amount and a proposal to the ministry on our affordable monthly installment payment. 78k.. hmm.. can buy us a Toyota Wish for family travelling comfort! While there are feelings of dissapointments .. , I do symphatize with Nana, my husband's niece. My husband is her guarantor for a 9 years bond with MOE. She failed her last year in her teaching academy for her practical exam. And due to that, she's being refuse of re-entry to the programme and thus TERMINATED. I just can't figure out how she can failed her practical when she actually do averagely well on her last 3 years. But repaying 78k for failing? That'll take her and us (My husband is her guarantor) some donkey years to settle. 4 wasted years and no paper given?! Nana have since lost the sparkle in her eyes. We missed her vibrant and cheerful self. May Allah help her ..always.


Panicky Nazarudin called 2 days after, informing us that he got a 'Writ of seizure' for Azman case where these 2 (My hubby and Naz) are the guarantors for Azman's 11k loan. The cold sweats subsides once we got hold of Samina ( 4 days later) from TCC saying that the seizure will only be enforce should Azman fail to settle the debt by end of this month, like what he'd promised. We're still waiting, still in suspense, as reaching Azman seems near impossible.

Amidst of all that, the werewolf sydrome surface AGAIN?! But what the heck, I'm just too tired, though temper did arised, my final word to dearest hubby

" You know the things that I detest most, if you think it's not right for me to feel or think this way, do whatever you want to do. Just remember that, jangan sampai I dah tak bertanya. Coz when I stop asking, stop questioning, stop bothering. I might be doing the same thing"

From bowing his head low, he look up, wide -eyed! haha! Insya'allah, as long as God is with me, May He protect me from all Evil and my own.

So again now, it's like nothing happen as usual till the next full moon. Or rather quarter moon?!

I'm not going to get all this bother me. Insya'allah I'll try. And Allah is indeed Great. Received a call today from an old business associate to develop his corporate website. I guess this could a fresh starting point for me to build back my life. This could be the start. A fresh portfolio, one at a time :) Insya'allah.