Saturday, January 15, 2005

Starting anew!

Positip or rather positive is the theme of this new blog of mine. A friend suggested that I should be expressing myself in English. Not that my English's excellent. Not at all, so please forgive me for any grammatical and spelling errors :) My first blog, aged 4 months by now, narrated my deepest sorrow only my 'gloomy languange can' express. Thus it was in Malay. Don't get me wrong, Malay's a beautiful languange and I've always love it. However it works more efficiently to potray my sadness . On a happy note, it just seems natural that English is my choice of words. Once a reader of my first blog, whose now a dear freind ( Yes Shima!! :)) , actually felt that I was a different person when we exchanged email in English. Multiple Spilt personality?! Hope not! Must be 'Emotional Programming Disorder'. Someone better replace those IF THEN ELSE statements (Make it dual languange please) ! hehehe I just don't know why but it just works that way.

I'm really hoping to start anew. 4 months of weeping journal entries only pulls me further into depression. I could say hijaubiru, shee-ra, finfin, Pnut and all others who gave very positive comments are really the ones who shaked me out of it, with their sincerest comments and support. Thank you all. Jazakkalahu khairan!

I want to own my bubbly self once again. OK, I'm bubbly most of the time actually. When I'm around people.

You come to life when you're around others and are a real “people person.”

That's what it says on my tickle's personality test's result. Guess it hold some truth? So I need to be around people and stay positive to keep my sanity. I'll do just that ... virtually ;-)


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